北京下雨了，淅淅沥沥的，有些凉

送走了先生，撑着伞回家

不知道这样的路，还会走多长

 

风筝在云中摇

莲花灯在水上漂

外婆桥下游过的鱼儿  哦

你们可知道前方的湍流

 

舍不得的日子

躲不掉的承诺

我挣脱的线缠缠绕绕柱柳树发芽的枝

 

让我不难过的酒精

让我诉说爱的灯光

我心中的火花晃晃荡荡躲闪我浇下的泪

 

不是我不懂

不是我懦弱

我纵身跃上岸只是想还你一湖静水

 

干涸的大地拥抱我的身躯

融化的雪水滋润我的面颊

我无言的躺下等待夏天的到来

 

 

babe dont u know, life cant be better without u;

say i live u, say i miss u. lemme know when u ready to sail.

 

很久没有写日志。不是我懒，而是我坚持生活已经到一个段落。新的起点我还没有找到，过去六个月，浑浑噩噩也已经度过。害怕打开笔记本看过去我记录下的蓝天碧海，现在，我低着头飞快走过24点。

 

i met one guy, i fell for him. second outstanding is findable else where;

say regard, say farewell. I would start my journey in ur soul.

 

日子过得很紧凑，措手不及乱了我的手脚。电影看了很多部，冰淇淋也不再坚持草莓口味。隔夜的甜点，吞下的只是安抚神经的白砂糖，细腻的灵魂已被昨夜吞噬。现在，我闭着眼纵身跃过十里长安。

 

when night falls over the city, my heart falls as a sun;

tear a whole in ur gristle, I have new found faiths in ur earth.

 

喝了点小酒 有点云里雾里的快乐 在这样一个玫瑰花绽放的季节 真希望我是幸福的

 

 

 

想陪你分享喜悦 想陪你面对悲伤 就算帮不上忙 我也会静静的陪着你 因为 我喜欢你 ~楠

 

 

 

今天去买了些东西，给爸爸的，给姥姥的，给自己的。太阳很大，头发被吹得很乱。

心情很好，因为买到了很喜欢很喜欢的一块手表~秀一下

下午回来的时候大叔给我说“就还剩一个礼拜了”心里面五味杂陈

昨天晚上去唱卡拉ok，感冒了，嗓子挺痛的，

挺着个公鸭嗓我们愣是吼了两个多小时 太有才了~

 

周末去北卡barrier island溜达一圈，感觉8错，阳光，沙滩，辣妹，比基尼。

再加上点儿vodka & martini，小日子过的这叫一个滋润。

 

 

沉浸在蓝天里 我甚至能呼吸到大洋彼岸法国浪漫的气息 海浪一袭一袭迎面而来 让我霎那间 想起了那个诗人 -- 那个梦幻的“面朝大海，春暖花开” 想拥有自己的航帆 然后永远的驶向幸福 不再回头

 

看了pirates III，还挺好看的，但是不喜欢那个结局，因为太完美了

完美的事物让人欢欣，却不能让人留念

在这边的生活，我并没有一个完美的结局

因此，我会永远留念 

你知道现在是几点么？

 

 

那干吗还不去睡觉？

 

这周4个期末考试，结束以后就都结束了，真心的希望一切都能顺利

国内的5-1假期也结束了，不知道大家都过得好不？

朋友们该单身的都单身了，该恋爱的都恋爱了

而我的人生，也终于要开始一个新的篇章

很兴奋，也很幸福

人生有很多变数

该享受的时候就应该享受

因此我现在很堕落，呵呵，哪怕期末考试期间也要看康熙来了

家里的情况不知道怎么样了，姥姥5-3过了大寿，据说身体还是不错的

那就好，其他的，咱能要求什么呢？一切都有定数

迷上了“冒险王”里面的阿布，老样子

他很高，不帅，黑黑的，会认真

声音很好

是我会喜欢的类型

但是最喜欢的还是他能到处走走

到处看看，体验很多我做梦都想做的事情

让我再一次的幻想，如果我是个男生……

老婆说过，如果我是个男生，我一定会是最好的男朋友

但是可惜啊，我是个女生，因此我只能成为最好的女朋友，呵呵

溜达溜达，去好多故友的space或者是blog转

看看大家生活的都还挺好，满足了

不论怎么样，健在就行

咱还年轻

很多事情都还没有定下来

因此，定下来的就自己幸福吧

没定下来的就跟我一起，拍拍手，微笑一下

反正怎么样都是生活

 

 

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Virginia Tech Shooting Leaves 33 Dead - 4/16/2007

 

 

“Today, the university was struck with a tragedy that we consider of monumental proportions,” said the university’s president, Charles Steger. The campus police chief said this evening that 15 people were wounded by the gunman, although there were other reports of higher numbers of injuries.

Witnesses described scenes of mass chaos and unimaginable horror as some students were lined up against a wall and shot. Others jumped out of windows to escape, or crouched on floors to take cover.

The killings occurred in two separate attacks on the campus in Blacksburg, Va. The first at around 7:15 a.m., when two people were shot and killed at a dormitory. More than two and a half hours later, 31 others, including the gunman, were shot and killed across campus in a classroom building, where some of the doors had been chained. Victims were found in different locations around the building.

The first attack started as students were getting ready for classes or were on their way there. The university did not evacuate the campus or notify students of that attack until several hours later.

As the rampage unfolded, details emerged from witnesses describing a gunman going room to room in a dormitory, Ambler Johnston Hall, and of gunfire later at Norris Hall, a science and engineering classroom building. When it was over, even sidewalks were stained with blood. Among those dead was the gunman, whose body was found along with victims in Norris Hall.

“Norris Hall is a tragic and sorrowful crime scene,” said the campus police chief at Virginia Tech, Wendell Flinchum.

Chief Flinchum said the gunman took his own life. He said at a televised news briefing this evening that the police had a preliminary identification of the suspected gunman but they were not yet ready to release it. He said the gunman was not a student.

According to a federal law enforcement official, the gunman did not have identification and could not be easily identified visually because of the severity of an apparently self-inflicted wound to the head. He said investigators were trying to trace purchase records for two handguns found near the body.

At televised news conferences this afternoon and this evening, Chief Flinchum and Mr. Steger tried to explain why authorities did not act to secure the rest of the campus immediately after the first shooting.

Chief Flinchum said that initially officials thought that the shooting was “domestic,” suggesting that it was between individuals who knew each other, and isolated to the dormitory. He said the campus was not shut down after the first shooting because authorities thought that the attacker may have left the campus, or even the state.

Chief Flinchum said officers initially began investigating a "person of interest,” as a result of the dormitory shootings. The person, a male, was described as a friend of one of the dorm victims, but Chief Flinchum said the police had not detained him.

At 9:45, police got another 911 call about shootings at Norris Hall, just as university officials were meeting to discuss the first shootings. "We were actually having a meeting about the earlier shootings when we learned that another shooting was underway,” Mr. Steger told reporters Monday night. By the time officers arrived the shooting had stopped and the gunman had killed himself, the Chief said.

 

 

The atmosphere on the Virginia Tech campus was desolate and preternaturally quiet by this afternoon. Students gathered in small groups, some crying, some talking quietly and others consoling each other.

Some students complained that they had not been notified of the first shooting on campus for more than two hours.

The university had, a few minutes earlier, sent out a bulletin warning students about an apparent shooter. But few students seemed to have any sense of urgency.

 

 

Up until today, the deadliest campus shooting in United States history was in 1966 at the University of Texas, where Charles Whitman climbed to the 28th-floor observation deck of a clock tower and opened fire, killing 16 people before he was gunned down by police. In the Columbine High attack in 1999, two teenagers killed 12 fellow students and a teacher before killing themselves.

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现在是凌晨2：49，稍微躺了一下，然后觉得有点饿，然后就不知道怎么就又坐在电脑前面了

稍微写点东西，然后就去接着梦周公了

 

小弟20岁了，20岁的人了再也不能被称为孩子，最起码不能称自己为孩子

不能再有借口犯错误。要知道承担责任，要懂得珍惜生活中的一切

一年前，我这样告诉自己，可是我没有能做到

我还是很任性的过自己的生活

 

转眼一年就要过去了，紧接着的日子，我还能不能继续浑浑噩噩

夜晚亮着一盏灯，我看着晕黄的光，怎么也看不到自己的未来

是我太年轻还没办法settle down，还是我太糊涂，不知不觉不小心让未来从手缝中流走

 

不断满足自己的欲望，追求自己想要的物质生活，那么精神生活呢

是不是一句“还有时间”就能减轻我的罪恶感

解释，解放，解不开的一个结

 

又要离开了，好像刚刚开始习惯这里的生活，却又不得不离开

家乡的父老乡亲都在等着我，也都在等着我的成绩单

这么些个日日夜夜，我学到了什么，得到了什么，能记住些什么

 

回忆很多很多很珍贵，一点一点我都不愿意抛弃

但是现在的自己甚至连与过去很在乎的一个人之间的故事都记不清了

原来还都有些片断，但是只不过几年工夫，我却全都忘记了

 

老婆终于再一次勇敢地站在了爱情的面前，在这么多年之后

我们都学到了很多，都长大了很多，九年啊，不知不觉间全都过了去

2008年就是俺们的10 years' anniversary，该怎么庆祝呢？呵……

 

不写了，睡觉去了

朋友们，革命尚未成功，同志还须努力

加油吧

 

I can't live alone in this lie

so look up

take it away

don't look da-da-da down the mountain

if the world isn't turning

your heart won't return

anyone,anything,anyhow

baby

love will come through

it's just waiting for you

well, i stand at the crossroads of high roads and low roads

and i got a feeling it's right

if it's real what i'm feeling there's no make believing

the sound of the wings of the flight of a dove

take it away

don't look da-da-da down the mountain